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I’m a very picky guy. I have gone 2 – 3yrs without relationship but I got girls I call if I have to have sex. I have shied away from banging lagos girls anyhow. Anyway that’s not the bone of contention.

I lost my job some years back and for the next years after I was trying to get back into the work force but I only met closed doors and rejection. So I have not been able to make much money to get some things done for myself. I decided to stay with a cousin who’s got an apartment. Don’t even ask if I have a car lol. Sometime in 2016 I decided to start my own entertainment brand. It’s been lethargic because of funds by I am not losing focus. I’m trying to get sponsors. I don’t want to mention name of the brand so tomorrow when it blows up someone won’t come and cast me with this post. Lol

People are always asking for my girlfriend and for me I believe in being responsible and being able to cater and make your woman shine. If you can’t make her better than you met her just leave her. So I stayed away from dating as I also have a soft heart when I fall in love. Other times I am indifferent. I don’t just fall for anyone like I said I’m picky but once I pick I know I am in trouble because I will be weak for her.

I met this cute girl on twitter. She was so vibrant and happy. I mean a girl so cute with such high vibes. I felt strong about her immediately. Got her number, went on WhatsApp, chat and chat, WhatsApp videos. It was the best thing that happened to me at the time (September ending last year). She has her own hustle going. So she makes money for herself. As I got to know her I realised behind the big smiles and jovial nature is a girl who hides her fears and pains. You could hurt her and she’d act like it’s nothing.

While I was toasting her (still toasting) she told me how her ex whos was very generous to her turned out to be a married man with kids and she only got to know when she went visiting him. I asked her what she did. She said she turned around and left. There n then I knew she internalised a lot.

In summary, we met only once. She came to where I stayed at my cousin’s. We had this brief fling that day. After she left everything went south since then. The WhatsApp calls have reduced to nothing, she doesn’t talk to me in what I think is a deliberate act to ignore me. She tells me she likes me, she comes up with excuses why our dating won’t work. I keep nullifying it. I want to think it’s a money thing. Her exes were made men with cars n all. I love her like my life depends on her. I feel I should let her be but my heart can’t take it. I have taken advise from some places but I just wanna drop it here one time. I want her so bad. I don’t think I could ever hurt her. I don’t even wanna camp her or anything. I just want her to show me the girl I tripped for. I call her now she cuts me off with any excuse like she’s eating and all that stuff girls do when they don’t want a guy. I wanna forgot her but I think I still have a shot at this. I love her so much. Maybe I just need to find someone who cares but who?